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I never

2008-09-26T10:24:00.003+08:00

I had never worry about my grades before. In primary, secondary or even in polytechnic. I mean, I am not a scholar but neither I am the lowest. I am very contended with my middle standard grades. I always knew that some one else will be much better than me or much worst than me. Never in my life i felt fear that I am the worst in class or not able to meet up the expectation of others.

Ever since I started my university life, all these "I never" suddenly appear right in front of me. A lot of things I never come across or I never think of starts appearing. I dont know if these things are already there but i refuse to acknowledge it or I am too "native" to think about it.

I am currently studying Information system management. having no background in IT and in business I chose to study in this area. My course that I study in poly is chemical. Not related at all. My classmates asked me why do I choose this course. I replied that I want to study something different and I find IT a very important area in the industry. What a stereotype answer.

Till now, I do not have the confidence to say that I have pick the right choice. My grades are not the highest of the class but in fact the lowest. Doubts is not something that I like but it somehow able to enter my life.

Currently, my course already have 18 dropouts. I am wondering should I be the 19th?

2008-08-13T22:32:00.002+08:00

Yoyoyo....A lot of thing happen this month. My 2 uncle just pass away. I am out of job. Mi saying good bye to 3o over students. Now then i noe saying good bye is so hard! When i come to work as a teacher mi think that even if i go there will be no diff de. But no I am wrong. My students got cry when i tell them i am leaving. Mi almost cry as well. Gosh. Most of them understand that i have to leave to further my studies and they gave mi blessings for my studies. So i must study hard nei. Cannot let them down.

Not only that I have to say good bye, mi also wnet for 2 camps. The camp thingy will upload next time lar. Haha. Due to too many things happening so i intended to go vietnam for holiday!

Actually I reach vietnam le and Using my aunt com to blog. My aunt is working in vietnem so i go to vietnam no need to book hotel, staying at her place and she has a com. My aunt place is very cosy, neat and very pink. (The walls are painted in different shades of pink!) The place here is not very hot cos have air con and fan. Dont think that vietnam is very low tech, the com i using is window XP de lor! Haha!

The flight was enjoyable and the flight was very fast. It took an hour plus to reach vietnam. Very fast right? I took the lion air not tiger air! Haha. Lion is from indonesia de lar. Although budget air ways but have food to eat on the air plane nei. But i think i super suai cos my food got a dead cockroach! Gosh! I complain le lar but like no diff cos i already eat the food le. Hope i will not get a tummy ache :x

The air port in veitnam is new, my aunt say build by the japanese nei. But still changi air port nicer! Haha. Vietnam here have a lot of things. More than wat i expected. I think i a bit look down on them ba. haha. Mi naughty. Most of the buildings here very run down and very dirty. But the food here is more delicious than i thought! But some of the food i cannot accept the taste. But majority i quite like. hah. My worries are redundant! No need to eat macdonals le!My aunt say vietnam no mac, only got KFC....Hmmm.....

Well i will blog more next time!!!

Hyuu~~

P.S the time here is 1 hour slower

get well soon!!!

2008-07-17T20:37:00.004+08:00

Wah I blog again. 3rd time le and almost everyday nei. Haha. Mi will try to post almost everyday lar. But i think it will be only a short while only. Haha. 3 minutes hot degree ( in chinese translation)

MI sick le nei. Not in terms of the flu or cough but in terms of mentally, physically and emotionally. Main reason will be mi leaving my students nei. I have to tell all my students lor. 30 over students. The feeling like breaking up with 30 over boyfriends like tat. Pain nei. But no choice ma.

I dunno my students feel say a not. Cos mainly 4, 5 years old. Haha. I dont think they will remember ba. Its ok. At least i noe i done my very best in teaching them can le rite?

Any ways must pack up my working mood and tune to studying mood. I will use my university and enjoy it to the fullest cos i think this is my last round of study-dont intend to take master of PHD. I not so clever. Haha.

As for both of them, I think the ending now is the best although this is the first i feel so.... But I think i will not grow up if i nv encounter this rite? I WILL be strong if not i have to change my name to shang xin le. Haha. JKJK.

I will get well soon!!!

Hyuu~~

Smile!!!

2008-07-15T13:20:00.002+08:00

Wah i blog 2 times in this month. Later must go buy toto. sure win. Haha. Recently a lot of things happen and i ending my work soon so should be able to blog more more often. SO ppl out there pls don say my blog rusty le.

MI just came back from clinic. Haha. Nothing much lar just procedure that needed to do if need to apply for university. I did blood test too. I am AB blood. Haha. :)

Earlier i mention i am quitting my job. Haiz a bit sad lar. Although i always complainning that then very naughty lar. But with them for a year. Got feelings le. Now wan to say good bye a bit hard. But its ok. I am still in Singapore. Can contact through phone, mail etc de ma. Thanks to the technology.

No matter wat happen in work or in relationship, I will be strong and stay happy. I promise. :)

Hyuu~~

PS No matter wat feelings for u wont change. As long as u are happy, I will be.

new blog skin

2008-07-09T22:45:00.001+08:00

Yo. long time nei since the last blog. Haha. No choice lar very busy. So now dunno y got motivation to type blog some more change my blog skin. Haha.

So hows my life now? Terrible. Haha. No lar. Just a few changes to my schedule. I applied uni recently and i got into infomation system management in SMU. Frankly speaking, i dunno wat does this course is about. All i noe is about business and IT and I suck in computer. But this is not my first choice. My first choice is accounting but din get in. May be too many ppl applied or my resluts not good enough. Sad. The other uni? only NUS replied- chemistry and applied chemistry not business. Mi dont wan to touch science ani more so i choose SMU lor. But Infomation system is under science nei. Funny hor. Haha. Nvm. As long as is business can le lar.

Due to mi going back to school to study, me have to quit my job. Haiz. All i can say is 舍不得舍不得. I have to say good bye to my students. Although they make mi angry and make my body working on high level of adrenaline (students taking exam soon so mi scared and stress) but still very hard to say good bye nei. Only a few noes i am leaving. Majority dunno i am leaving yet. Have to tell them soon. Its hard. Been with them for a year plus. Got feelings le nei.

But saying good bye does not mean cannot meet le ma. Still can keep in contact de. I think. Any ways mi tired le. Yawnz. Next time then blog. Hope will not be long.

Hyuu~~~

P.S I grew tall by 1 cm nei.

autograph session with romantic princess action cast

2008-03-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

Wah today i very happy cos i shake hand with wu zun and i got his autograph some more i get to see him real not on lappy. He put too much make up.

Tell details next time.

P.S. Jia hui went with mi as well

Happy new year 2008

2008-01-01T21:16:00.000+08:00

yo!!! Today is the new blog of the year! After so long i finally blog le. Mi getting lazier le lar. The dust in my blog accumulating. Too bad mi has a habit not to clean up dust.

Usually at this time i should be cello-ing. But today is new year so i eat snake a bit nv practise. Haha. In actual fact mi addicted to a taiwan show-"romantic princess" while the show loading so i blog lor.

Enough of this le, I shall do a conclusion in wat i had done in the year 2007.

First of all i had completed my piano grade 8 theory exam, cello grade 6 exam and finish my dipolma in chemical process technology in Singapore polytechnic. Besides tat i found a job that i always wanted-piano teacher. 2007 had been a quite fulfilling year as i achieve wat i always wanted and achieve the goals i set for myself.

The only sad thing is my ABRSM (dipolma in piano), it not yet completed. hopefully that i will complete in this year, 2008. Since i already touch on wat i wan to complete then i shall continue with my new goals. Mi wan to apply for university. This time is not chemical line, and not music line. Y? u may ask. After teaching for some time, i begin to ponder if teaching piano is really wat i wan to do for the rest of my life. I dont wan to continue chemical is that i do not wan to do routine test for the rest of my life-too boring. Piano teacher? I must admit i wan to teach is partly because the pay is rather good and i thought i have the patience to teach. but i think i am wrong to a certain extend.

I have the patience but my patience has a limit. U may say everybody has its limit de. But i think my limit is due to mi having pushing myself too much and this adds on the stress to my students and mi as well. Sometimes I pity my students though. Haha.

And another problem is their parents. Mi still not very good in handling those parents and i still dont noe how to fight for my own right. Haha. I am trying very hard though hopefully i will have impovement in this year.

Now then i noe even if i can play tat does not mean i can teach very well. Teaching and playing is totally 2 different thing. Playing is u only. Teaching is u and ur students. And I prefer playing more that teaching. Haha.

Hopefully i can find a course tat i can find a job in and work for the rest of my life. However, music is something i will not give up. So not to worry. Mi will use it some how de lar. :) May be i will just teach part time instead of full time. Who noes?

IN this year i just hope I can be a little more mature-becoming 21 this year. Arh! So old. Haha. My temper can change for the better (so that my students will not suffer that much) and improve on my command of english. May be I can find my prince....

Having type so much my show finish. Back to it le. Must finish the show ASAP so that i can concentrate on my 2 hubby again. All the best and good luck in this year. Kanbatae.

Hyuu~~

P.S. WU chun very shuai. :)

2007-09-27T21:51:00.000+08:00

Wah really long nv update my blog... Haha my blog is as the same state as my room-dusty. Mi really wanna clean up the dust but u noe... mi busy and lazy... Haha.

Just finish my exams: piano diploma and cello. No comments. I done my very best. The rest is up to the examiners. Mi had done 3 major exmas and 1 small exam in this year. The 3 major exams: final year exam in poly, grade 8 theory and piano diploma. The small exam is my cello grade 6 exam lor. Mentally very exhausted and i neglect a lot of things too. Very nei jiu but really cannot help it. Have to practise 2 instruments in one day some more must teach also. But now its all over. The funny thing is that mi feel "lost" after exmas...like nothing to aim for.

So i put all my energy on to my adorable kids that i have been teaching. But much to my disappointment, the kids rather spend most of their time doing useless stuff rather than practising my piano and studying. Although mi and the kids age gap not very big but some times i still feel like i have a huge huge generation gap with them. I think i have to learn the "kids language" in order to talk to them. They are very different from mi when i am a kid...

But i think, the way the kids think more or less have been infulence by thier parents. The parents nv really teach their kids the proper way. Some more some parents treat teachers like shit. As if they pay school fees then the teacher have to "help " their kids become child prodigy. Come on man! Be more realistic! The child and the parents have to play a part as well! They think that their fees very very big, can buy the whole universe. Ha!

The parents nv set good example so the kids in turn wont respect the teachers and think that they are very clever, dont practise they will become child prodigy. Some even worst, if the piece too diffcult, dont wan to learn and then wanna die or what so ever. Come on lar I cannot give back the same standart de ma. Even if wanna die the teacher will die first- cos too angry liao. Too diffcult practise lor. Dont wan to practise then but wan to get every thing correct. Where got like tat de. Wah piang even Mozart needs to practise lor. Why cant they understand this?

Haha... So much of complaining... Mi too tired to say any more. Will complain next time.

Hyuu~~~

P.S mi have secret de DVD and sound track... Haha...

every time like tat de

2007-07-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

Everytime i blog i must say the same old sentence... I long time nv blog le. Haha. but no choice i really no time.

Mi been working and even i am not working i have to plan my teaching outline. Then i noe when to plan my students to take and wat books to use etc. Ai ya very ma fan and stress lar.

Mi cannot say that i get the hang of teaching but ok lar, Still manageable. But the fomalities like my students call mi teacher or Ms kang... to mi is still very strange. Mi approaching 20 years old but they call mi like tat mi like 20 years older. ZZZ

My students are mostly small kids. Although i am teaching piano but some time i have to teach them Maths as well lor. Cos they dunno how to count. Some times i have to use my fingers to prove to them that 1 plus 1 equal to 2. I have student giving mi answer like 1+1=3 or other funny answer. Even if they give mi wrong answer they still can smile to mi very proudly as if they gave mi the correct answer. Haiz. Dunno whether to laugh or to cry. Haha.

Any way i made 1 of my students cry lay. I break record le. But actually not my fault. She mentally weak ma. I just say A is beside G then she cry le. Wah shocking man. But mi a bit angry. Not becos i made my student cry but is "y she cry i have to give on to her?". Sian man. Like tat i also cry lor then she have to give in to mi. JKJK. Mi not so weak. Mi strong woman nei. Haha. Must find way to teach her without making her cry and improve her current skills. (which i think is not possible) Did i mention tat she her current playing is a bit hopeless? Haha...

Wah so long le mi stop here. Very tired. Next time then share more. But i think have to wait very long ba. HAha

Hyuu~~

P.S Mi preparing for exams so even more busier
P.P.S mi finally noe wat is P.S stand for- is post script.

i am a graduate!!!

2007-05-23T21:56:00.000+08:00

Yahoo!!! I finally gotten my diploma certificate!!! After 3 years of hard work(not really hard lar, cos i din study much) I am offically a graduate le. Haha.
To day mi have my graduation ceremony in the morning, although it is quite choatic-due to too many ppl, but it is memorable. The only pity thing is that the courses tat gradute today at 9.30 is only my course-chemical process technology and biology couses. The other courses are other days. Sad then i cannot take pic with other friends from other courses. Sob Sob.
after the ceremony, we wanted to go out with my classmates but they arh... Haiz nvm lar. In then end i ended in cinema watching pirates with dear~~. The show not bad if i can understand. But i miss out the first episode le. So when i watch the second episode i already "huh" form beginning to the end. Haha.
ANy way i will blog more next time. Must go do my important things first!!! Haha. Dont tell u wat i doing.

Hyuu~~

P.S. Actually is i too lazy to type.
P.P.S photo post next time.

Wah!!!

2007-05-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

Wah!!! The last time i blog is 14 march nei!!! Thats was when i come back from Taiwan!!! Haha!!!Mi very lazy to update the details of my trip to Hong Kong ley. Haha so pls refer to SHI NI blog for more details ok? Or worst come to worst, u all can ask mi. Anyways the trip overall was fun but i have a very big hole in my pocket and i yet to recover from it.
Now back to the present, i am not un employed any more!!! I am a piano teacher now! Muhahaha. But the pay is very low. I only get 52% of the fees that my student pays. Sian rite!!! Haiz. New teacher is like tat de lar. No experience. So tolerate a bit lor!
But looking from another point of view, teaching in a music school has its benefits as well. First of all, i no need to find student. The student all come to u de lor!!! Haha. The school will inform u the new students( but i always have last minute notice de -_-) Another benefits is i can ask the experience teacher in the school if i have any question about teaching.
The school also send teachers to courses, update them on the lastest news or skills. I been one today, is about another examination board thingy. I shall not eloberate on that cos its hard to explain. Haha.
Teaching is not as easy as i think. Now i really respect the teachers out there. Evern the easiest thing like remembering the names of the student is a chore! I have 20 plus students. Not to much but not too little. The names are like so hard to remember! I think the chemical names are much easier to remember! Not only that i have to repeat so many times a day!!! Wah really test my patience man. I pity my last student of the day, always kena my temper de. Haha cos patience ran out liao at the end of the day!!! I will try to change ok? Mi must try to control!!! Haha. MOst of my students are kids and kids are so adorable and innocent!!! How to scold them? Haha.
Mi will stop here lazy liao. Next time then blog when i am not lazy. Haha.

Hyuu~~~

In tai wan!!!

2007-03-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

Yo!!! I now in taiwan hor!!! Haha!!! I using the com there in the hotel. A bit sad cos only got i com to play. So mi and my bro either take turns or share.Haha. but the difference in the com is that the com very slow and the key board all got chinese words de. I type until very xin ku. Some more the font all in chinese words lor. Luckily i familar with them. Haha. I so celever.

Ani way, march din happen much lar. Mi just finish my piano theory grade 8 exam!!! Relax a bit but teacher may wan more from mi since i have more time to practise. Sian lor. My cello nv practise much since i have exam to study. After i go back must practise more. My pitching like drop liao. Sian.

Tai wan not much lar. Keep on eating and shopping lor. The culture like in between japanese and china. Haha. But the chinese words hor make mi do a lot of embrassing incident. I keep reading from the right to left instead of left to right. Haha. Today i saw a very mini size broom. But the sale man say is not a broom lor!!! So i kena laugh by them. Sianzzz.

Mi went to buy music scores. Haha. the place very hard to find. Ermm i think we mistook the meaning of the wors thats y we went wrong place. The book store really very big. But i spent 1/2 an hour finding the scores which is very li hai le lor but with the hepl of the book store ppl lar. Haha. I buy the whole set of beethoven sonata!!! Damn heavy lor!!! And there are many pieces there!!! But singapore need 100 plus then can buy whole set. Now i use $28 to buy whole set lor. haha... I also buy others like chopin and bach!!! I really out of my mind le.

Haha. i think tat all for today le ba. Oh to molo really must find time exercise if i can!!! Mi getting rounder and rounder le!!!

Hyuu~~~

Chinese new year!!!

2007-02-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

Yoyo!!! Happy chinese new year!!! This is my favourite festive seasons on the year!!! Y? becos have lots of ang bao!!!! Muhahahaha!!! Mi this year de ang bao not as much but ok lar still can guo de qu.

meet up for lunch at YIN CHA yesterday. Haha.

This pic taken in mini toons. put a sotong on my head. Haha. Oh i din mention tat i change my hair style rite? I cut short my hair. A bit xin tong lor. But i quite like it...

My wishes for this year i to pass my grade 8 theory exams, dip ABRSM piano and my cello grade 6. Also to find a job tat can work less hours but earn a lot de (hopefully as a piano teacher). Haha...

Oh ya my vlentine days... Celebrate with him. Nothing special nor romantic. Cos like every guy use the same trick to te gers. Flowers, movie and a dinner at resturant. No new tricks nei. Even mi also cannot think of new lor. If wan special de need money. Currently no income. So ya... Mi receive a key chain and a blue rose.

The blue rose gave by him... Nice?

Hiaz. Mi wanted to type more. But eyes closing le. update more later. Night

Hyuu~~~

Valentine and Chinese new year

2007-02-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Plans after grauation.... Currently studying as music student. My grade 8 theory exam is just round the corner. If pass le then can work as piano teacher. If fail... then see how lor.
As for my piano practical , will be taking my dip ABRSM exam in september. A bit off my target but no choice cos dont wanna to fail. The exam fee is $615 lor. Gosh cannot afford to fail. So take a longer route, spend more time practising, become more pro le then go take exam...
Mi also taking exam for cello nei!!! haha very happy although taking grade 6.

Anyways, so much for that, Mi just celebrate valentine with him. haha not very romantic but i am happy. We went for lunch at heren, watch movie- ghost rider (very nice) and then went for dinner at cafe cartel. I made a "chin rest" for him cos everytime he play violin have too put his violin under his chin, not very comfortable. Haha. Sad thing was that it is over size. So now i have to do some admends lor.
He gave mi A blue rose and a key chain. But sad thing is that i spoil it the next day. I very sad lor almost wan to cry le but cry le also no use. Mi trying to glue it back. He say he wan to buy for mi a new one but it is not the same le.
Today is eve of chinese new year. This year like no chinese new year mood. Mi din buy much clothes, no shopping mood. Gosh, i think some thing is wrong with mi. Is it i become more mature or my expectation too high le? Haha.
there is a tradition saiong that the eve of chinese new year cannot sleep. Must stay awake. It says that by doing this i can lengthen my parents live. Haha. Mi very good ger so must stay awake lor. Haha.
So i think i will stop here. Must conserve energy ma. Update later.

Hyuu~~~

YAY!!!

2007-02-07T10:24:00.000+08:00

Haha!!! I graduate form my poly le.... If i din not forward any module lar... I think i can ba but is just the matter of the grades. I dont think i will do well. Just maintain my 3.5 can liao le... Haha
Yesterday is my last paper... Haha. Most of my friends in different course haven finish till fri. Muhahahaha. Finally can laugh at them liao. 5 semester being laugh at, now is my turn to revenge... I have the last laugh lor. Haha...

So much of that, i am a new delima. Cos i dunno if i wan to continue studying in uni or to study music... Haha, i think i will choose music. I really dont like to study and science and is not my cup of tea. My grades is not very good nor it is very bad, average.

But studying is very xin ku lor. Its a chore. Some more the things that is studied like a bit "fei" lor. Sian.

Another factor is money lor. Very attractive. With money can buy a lot of things nei... Haha... Every time see ppl have no worries for shopping, I also wan lor.

Haiz. For the time being i hink i will concentrate to finish my grade 8 theory which my exam is in 10 march!!!! Oh no!!! and complete my first stage of piano diploma. Of course a job is a must. I dont wan my mother to feed mi liao. Mi big ger le nei.

Update later... My anime load finish le.

Hyuu~~

A new year!!!

2007-01-12T15:21:00.000+08:00

A brand new year have already started... But i did not update on the events on last month of 2006, december.

December is a very busy month. But i will summmarise all the events ba. I a bit lazy to type. Haha

6/12: my presentation day of fyp. The time allocated for my presentation is 2.00pm. One of the earliest. My supervisor is very "kind" to let us be one of the first few groups to present. ( wanting us to die so fast). tat day was very choatic... I think tat day i have another presentation. Haha...

But after fyp we very relax le... But due to fyp, we push the dead line of all of the assignemnts until holidays... The test date cannot push... so no chioce must study... As the holidasy drawing nearer, i really no mood to study and besides my graduation night is on the 1st day 1st week lof holiday... haha

Oh before the graduate night, there is a graduation party for all year 3s! A lot of lectures join in the fun too. Our class out up an item. Ermmm its very funny and entertaining. Acutally the party noth ing much. Mostly watching performance. We have performance by the kids. The kids were only kindergarten so its understandable that they could not dance very well. But their performance was vuer KAWAII!!!! Oh some of the kids were the child of some lecturers. Haha!!!

Grad night od annlau dinner and dance... Hmmm very fun... But due to my tight time table, i din manage shop much. I bought my dress on sun, which is the day before my grad night!!! Gosh. My shoes also... I pity my friends. They acc mi go find shoe lor... Thx guys!!!

Before my dinner and dance, i went to do my hair in the afternoon....First time in my life i go do hair!!! Haha... I like my hair. The make up i drwa myself. But i think i draw my face too white. Haha. We eat shark fin, chicken and lot more. But my favourite dishes was the last one, the desert, sago something... cant remember the name... All i can remember was IT IS VERY DELICIOUS!!! Its a pity that we can only eat one bowl but even if i can eat more, my stomach does not allow mi too. Haha... Oh ya. I won a luckily draw prize. But is a 14th prize. But better than nothing. Haha

Mi also took photo with my friends and dance!!! Mi dance lor!!! haha so funny. I dont noe how. So i mostly see ppl do wat then i do wat. Haha. Mr ho very good in dancing. Haha. He is the only lecture that stay with us until 1am!!! He stamina sia. But he book a hotel room so can rest. Mi have to go home rest. Sob Sob. they intial wan to ton till 6 am like tat, take the first train home. But Cheryl and teing went home. So i went home too. Take cab with rui yu and wei ying. Some more raining...

Washing was a horror. My hair is full of chemicals!!! And after removing my make up, my face itch and red like mad. Piang, allergy to my own make up... rashes came up also. haha...

After the dinner and dance, was my father birthday, we go a hotel, new park hotel(beside mustafa) eat a buffet lunch. Also very nice!!!

Christmas came up. I made my parents breakfast. But my brother did most of the cooking... I made one specialty, jelly-cheese-biscuit. I learn tat when doing my ITP... HAha... I brought my jelly-cheese-bicuit to elson house. Mi and my ensemble friends BBQ there. Elson mother very nice. We ton there lor. I play majhong, but lost $2. Haha. no choice lor.

After tat nothing much le. The rest just go out walk walk. New year at home counting down using phone, the worst thing is i have to rush for all my reports. Haiz...

I think tats all le. The photos mi will post up later after i master the programme of PHOTOSHOP to decorate my pictures!!!

Hyuu~~~

Yoyoyo

2006-12-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

Hi!!! This blog is not dead yet wor... I just too lazy to blog nei... Haha... Dont have time to find the new skin yet... Sick of my blog skin liao... I WILL change the blog skin during my 3 weeks for holiday ok!!!
Just a summary of wat i have done in my MIA days...
23/11 to 25/11: busy doing my powperpoint slides since my FYP report has just submitted. WE came back on sat to do the slides lor... A bit sad but no choice nei. Actully ensemble friend wan to celebrate my birthday but no choice must do fyp ma... Sob Sob... Haha But we still got celebrate by eating pizza in ensemble room... Very nice and full...

This cake (i eaten half) and chocolate were given by my ensemble friends Thanks guys!!!

26/11: my birthday!!! Yay!!! but old liao, a bit sad. but i will think as growing wise instead of old. Went to crystal jade for lunch then went to teach... Sob Sob... My dinner, hee hee... I eat with him at pepper lunch... He nv give mi present

My birthday cake!!!

27/11 to 28/11: very busy... Rushing and rehearsal for our ppt presentation...

29/11: PPT presentation. We wear full black, repriminded by dr ong. Dr ong very naught, he say our report go typing error. Come on man, 100 over pages how to check!!! And 1 question we cannot answer. He tell us to go find ans then tell him!!! >.< but we manage to find the ans and told him liao... NVM over liao le lor. haha

30/11: celebration. Mi zw and ca went to vivo walk walk. Wan to find the marche resturant for dinner then haven revonate yet... But we saw SUN YAN ZI!!! haha... But the security a bit not happy cos we cannot watch de. we in the end go cafe cartle. The service sucks so i went to ask for feedback form. Haha... i so bad.

I will update dec the next time!!!

Stress

2006-11-21T19:20:00.000+08:00

7.13pm still in school lib doing FYP report to molo need to hand in. Mi and my group mates now rushing like gan giong spider. No dinner and i am sick. I have tons of things to do. TO molo is my ADD and i have buy present some more fri have tse pp chem a lot of things to memorised and i haved start studying... Dunno how to write die man...

Update when my FYP reports ends... Hope this fri come soon...

Sob Sob...

After concert

2006-11-18T00:01:00.000+08:00

Yay!!! I finish my concert liao... This year concert was better than last year one. Mi just seen the video but cannot see mi. Mi block by uncle heng... SOb Sob... They say my performance was a bit terrible a lot of out of tune... Sob Sob but overall was quite all right.
The management sucks and the a lot of lightning error lor. Dunno wat they doing... But they only do this for the first time. So dunno a lot of things is natural de.
Me very happy some of my friends still come and support mi... Gan dong nei... haha... Hope every year is like tat... Now i noe We string ensemble with band still the best lay. haha...
TOnight just celebrate with lao shi at PS de crystal jade... Cannot finish my prorridge nei... FUnny wor...
But now must chiong my FYP and the ADD liao... Hope i will make these two successful as well...

Hyuu~~~

Busy busy busy

2006-10-30T09:01:00.000+08:00

Wah long time nv blog... I think got 1 month liao... Veyr busy these few weeks. Reports, test, fyp and concert... I work from morning to night without knowing when is when... Haha...
Just a brief summary of wat i have done... Have 2 performance in this month. The last one was a bummer... I play without A string then i too panic, din play very well... Some more have money... very nei jiu... The last last 1 was better, played in front of president haha, no mistake have A string...
My first test was a horror. I think i wont be able to score... Then this week wed and thurs have test, Mon and tue have rehearsal... Die sia. Not ime to study... Time is not no my side...
My student last sunday cancel lesson... The worst thing is he inform mi 15 minutes earlier... About to reach his house then cancel... Still must replace classes for him... Bummer. Today best still teacher on MC then we noe only when we saw the notice outside the door... Piangz... Y these few days they like to fly aeroplane...
Mi getting more and more tired... Concert is only 2 weeks away... Just hope everything goes fine...

Hyuu~~

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ

2006-10-04T20:25:00.000+08:00

everytime ppl put their title as "long time nv blog" ect... So dont want o be the same as theirs so i put the whole ABC out lor...( Diao so wu liao)
Things have no been going smoothly since i start school. My practical was lor a horror lor. Teacher fly us aeroplane on practical, have to do make up... Then some more i plan so that my reports wont clash... But now my planning has been disruptted thanks to him!!!
i am ok with the plans clash lar... this is not the main thing that things have not gone smoothly. Its my concert that is not running smoothly... The players are like not very worried about the date drawing nearer and the sales of our thicket. Then some of our players last minute like cannot help us play... I very wooried lor. Dunno wat will happen... The SAA oficers are not very helpful and i also felt that i becoming very lan... My cello skill like dropping liao. Same things goes for my piano. Hiaz...
I haven have my test yet but my teacher say my first test start after 3 weeks from now... Very worried cos i very tired no jing shen to study... Find one day must pamper myself for some relaxtion... I must do some exercise or else cannot focus... haha. I am a fat pig now lor. getting rounder and rounder.
But not everything not running smoothly. For my frgrance practical i make banana oil lor. Althought a bit smelly cos the smell too strong but overall was fun!!! Haha

The photo is the banana oil i make. Too bad cannot smell. Haha

Guess i stop here for now. Blog next time...
Hyuu~~~

ps I kill 2 insect while typing... I so cruel... :'(

My 20th post!!!

2006-09-28T11:10:00.000+08:00

Hiaz... Intended to post yesterday... But i watch anime watch until too tired... No time to write a post... Haha... Watever...
I have cello lesson as usualy lor but the only diff is that I have my lesson at 3.30 instead at 6.00... I miss my fyp but i do my fyp on tue 9.00 in the morning lor. I miss my lunch becos my tue lesson start at 1.00... No big deal lar but i just wan to say... Haha...
A bit funny wed nv do fyp. Haha but can rest... Went to the food court 6 eat my food. The standart like drop le. The rice a bit hard like uncook like that...But the salad and the potato wedges still beri nice.
i practise after my lunch... But in the end teacher din go through lesson... She practise our concert piece with us... My teacher very naughty that day... She see wrongly then she keep saying that i wrong that shouted at mi infront of the whole class. I very sad and embrassed lor!!! After she discover that she wrong she din even say sorry!!! >.<
But nvm lar... I will forgive her de... Haha... Jkjk... every one will make mistake... learn from tat lor... Next time i become teacher and i made mistake i will definately say sorry de!!!

Hyuu~~~

the day be4 school starts

2006-09-24T20:39:00.000+08:00

oooo.... I am so tired... School starts to molo... Guess i have to sleep early but i am so tired and there are so many things i need to settle... And problems keep arising...
One problem i encounter today in my student. He is sick today but he is becoming more and more lazy as in he nv practise piano...I ask him to play he like wan to die like tat... Nv co-operate with mi... Then after lesson his mom come to me and apologise. She say that he(my student) has a lot of thinsgs to do. So not much time left for him to practise piano. She also say that may be dont let him take exams...
I a bit sad lar... Cos i cannot determine how good i am... guess i have to use oher methods to determine tat i can teach.... May be my pace is too fast for him... May be i should to teach him bit by bit at a time.... Haiz...
I also noe tat not all can sit through the practise hours... A lot of ppl want to learn instuments but not all will succeed in mastering the instrument. Those hu have the will to practise are the ones who will succeed.
Everyone can learn instruments. Is the amount of effort that an individual put in determines how good an musician is.
I am sort of lost and angry... Y every one wan to learn but dont wan to learn properly. Learn a bit there a bit, nv learn properly their techincs then go show other ppl... Those hu din learn properly act as if they are very pro...Hiaz....
I must have crap too much liao le... I think its time for mi to rest. Schools starts. Another step closer to graduation....

Hyuu~~~ly

After chalet...

2006-09-15T21:59:00.000+08:00

So tired. Mi just come back form the 5 days 4 night chalet cum music camp... This is my life in chalet:
Day 1: I start my fyp at 10 and finish at 5 plus. Reach pasir ris at 7 plus. Sob SOb all eat dinner so i eat bread and biscuit only... Poor thing hor... When we reach chalet, we practise our instrument till 12 plus. Bath then sleep...

Day 2: Wake up at 7 cos i acc my friend eat breakfast at mac cos he doing fyp. See i so nice haha... I went to the market to buy ingredients for my cheese cake. I make about 4 boxes. My cheese cake no need oven need fridge can liao. Every body say nice. I so happy. Haha. THen i pei my brother go take exam piano grade 8... I saw my "ex class mate"( class mate for theory piano) Haha.. She taking grade 8 piano this year... MI and my brother went walk walk. My brother buy mi ice cream. Haha the ice cream very nice too. After that i went back to chalet for bbq-ing... A lot of ppl come le when i reach there. Mi and my quratet go fetch my shi mu and buy some food cos not enough foo to eat. we have lesson there also...we discuss some stuff with lao shi. :) the aluminin sang ktv until 12 plus... they not singing... they shouting and screaming de lor...
Day 3: same lor... wake up at 7.30 have to go do fyp. No off today... I also make breakfast for them...Tired but cannot rest cos at night got cello. Luckily teacher sick. So no lesson. I like very bad but i cannot ta han liao le cos to molo still must wake up early. We went to eat pizza at pizza hut. The waiter nv write down our order. We wanted hawaiian but he send bring us a pizza not the flavour that we want, the new flavour ( i also dunno wat flavour). sianz. But another we tell another waiter then he give change for us. Initially he dont wan to change but we telkl him we dunno how to eat the flavour. So he give us that pizza of the wrong oder for FREE!!! So shiok! one large pizza free. I eat until very full lor. Haha. Some more the pizza is the new one that got cheese bite thingy... MUhahahaha....
Day 4: same as yesterday. Bu is go school do fyp and also make breakfast for them. I forget to bring my cello down. Haha. But my fyp end early cos my other project mates when down to get the wafer( i nv go). So i meet them and go bring my cello down. I din acc them to gramacy cos don wan to ma fan them to bring my cello down. Any ways, still haven check my results yet... haha. We went back to our chalet after ensemble. They siao one lor. 11 plus start fire say wan to bbq to finish the food. Piangz fat liao... I very sick of hot dog... After the supper we watch movie... I think harry potter and the goblet of fire. Din watch finish cos too tired liao le. Haha...
Day 5: Last day of my chlet. A bit sad but happy cos finally no more supper and can SLEEP!!! yahoo... A bit sad lor cos no fun liao le. Some more i get up more early cos the chalet check out very early. I put my things at home, bath liao then go do FYP... I keep yawning all the way... Haha...

Couldnt remember the details.... Thats all folks..

Hyuu~~~

PS. Miss my anime.

hmmm...

2006-09-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

Mi watching tsubasa 43 now... Long time nv blog so i online to blog lor... To molo mi got class gathering lay... Dont feel like going cos like nobody go and hor i have to wake up at 6.30... So if i can wake up(which i not possible) then i go Haha.
Today at fyp my professor and the lab techincian(charles) quarrel. I also dunno wat happen but charles say the professor come and talk to him at the desk de. But charles voice louder. Haha first time i see two adult quarrelling( i mean besides my parents lar). Haha...
Then i thought one round enough le lay. Still got second round lor. I think the professor call him then charles come to his office. Round two start!!! Ting ting!!! I dunno hu win but charles went out of the office first.
I really cannot understand adults lor. So big liao still quarrel, althiugh i also like tat lar. The worst thing is they change face very fast de lor. The professor talk on the phone and his volume increaes as he talk on the phone. When we went in the professor just smile at mi saying: "hows the progess? good news or bad news" I was like stunt lor...Wah piang so fast change face... Hmmm did i change face so fast too? May be i still young...
Any ways... i still haven finish my thory... to molo dunno how to die... I guess i go do work le...

Hyuu~~~

piano lesson

2006-09-03T20:29:00.000+08:00

Yahoo!!! After so many months i can teach le. My student when back to china for 2 months so finally back in singapore so can teach liao le... But my student mother ask mo to find teacher for ao shu... I dunno same as maths not... My student study in International school so syllbus not the same. I think they study more than us lor... Haha... Then in the end she as her husband to teach coe her husband is a professor in NUS teaching maths. Then she ask mi to teach chemistry lor!!! Diaos although i study chemistry but my student is onlt 10 years old and my student brother is only sec 2 this year!!! How to teach? My student mother only one her sons not to play com so ask mi to teach bulit up their interest in science... She also say gain more knowledge rather than play com. But i want to tell her ask her sons to practise more piano lor... Make my teaching easier... I dunno how to start. No text book only assessment book... I dunno if i can teach them a not... Later tell them wrong things how?
Mi want to do my proposal for my ADD but my president send mi de file cannot modify... so i watch my anime lor... I watch until 199 liao for my naruto... episode 200 for naruto next week then come out... Must wait so agonising... Haha...
My cousin friend say i look like 24 this year and then he say my father look like 30 plus. Wa liao come on lor. If my father 30 plus so he 10 plus have mi liao lay... So angry lor... Say mi so old!!! His maths fail. >.<
But i wont becos of him spoil my mood for watching my anime liao. Mi go continue watch my anime... Buit not naruto is tsubasa...
Hyuu~~~

meeting....

2006-09-02T20:54:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... my one week holiday is about to pass liao le... Sad wor... My holiday is spent with my FYP. Not very exciting lay... Oh i also watch anime -naruto... watch until 198 liao le. Haha li hai hor... (nothing to be proud of -.-) Haha.
My father just give mi see one video on thousand hand buddha... Very nice... Its a dance and its performed by 21 ppl hu is deaf and mute. But their timing was very fantastic!!! even better than mine. I think the professional also cannot dance until their standard. After the dance they got feature some of the backstage scences... Very touching... Their carving to perform and make the performance right touches my heart the most... I will put up on my blog lar... If i get some one to teach mi how... Haha...
Anyways, my blog still not done haha... I have finish editing the skin of the blog! I too lazy le lar... Or may be i too many thing to do.
My proposal for ADD(auunal dinner and dance) for my club de not done yet lor... Waiting for my president to send mi. I wonder wat shall be my theme for my ADD.... Mi first time a chair person for a certain event and i still have committe de lay. Very shiok... But hope i can do well nei... A lot of stuff to prepare...
I also conduct a interview for my year one to select the possible ones... I think i too harsh one person a bit nei jiu but nvm lar over liao theres nothing i can do...
I think my cello skills droping liao... Must not have been practising... Think i must practise more... Actions speack louder than words write... I shall go and practise now... Blog next time...

Hyuu~~~

SSO performance

2006-08-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

Yoz! today i when to watch my lao shi(s) performance. My conductor for my school ensemble and my cello lao shi. But my cello lao shi din play... dunno y but her lao gong got play. Her loa gong play oboe. I also saw her daughter. My conductor hu noe how to play violin and viola but is a violaist in SSO. His daughter din come... So sad.
Btw, SSO stand for Singapore symphony orchestra. I guess i spell correctly. They play until very nice... They play mostly calssical except for the one song is beatles de. It is a mixture of their songs... They play a special piece "stand up for Singapore" Cos this month is august then ot collobrate with Singapore birthday. Tat one also very nice. But today de performance is not as nice as the last one... The concert master this time a lot of pattern he thought he very good but i dont think he good lay. A lot of pattern only... Haha...
But compare to them i like a small fry, stiil got a lot of things to learn... Hyuu~~ I will work hard de! Kanbatae!!!
I din do much today beside watching SSO which is very exciting... Hmmm... To molo still got lesson i guess i better sleep early. Hope to molo wont get scoldign from lao shi... Scary~~~

Good night!
Hyuu~~

first bolg after so long

2006-08-26T21:30:00.000+08:00

Yoz!!! Long time nv blog.... Hmmm cant remember the last time that i blog... This time i using my lap top to type my blog.... Cool hor....
A lot of things happen during this period... Heart breaking ones and the heart warming ones...Well those things are the past i shall not mention again... HAha i very lazy to type... But these memories will always be in the bottom of my heart.
Hmmm.... this is also the first blog t=in my new re-vamp blog!!! Hyuu~~~before i contiune i must say: I FINISH MY EXAMS!!! Yahoo!!! Only one sem to go before i graduate... I have made some plans to chase my impossible dream... I shall not tell u though cos i not very sure if i can make it. My teacher say i very lan... Sob sob... I will try my best de... I just lack of time and pracitse...
Anyways i am holiday-ing now... But i got a lot of things to do... Concert lar, annual dinner and dance and stupid fyp... Make my schdule so pack... Running around Singapore like siao zha bo! Haha...
Oh ya i din mention that i am a piano teacher din I? HAha I am. But i only have one student. I will try my best to teach de... A step closer to my dream... Any ways i will end here... Still got things to do

Hyuu~~~
ps watching tsubasa chronicle... tats where i learn hyuu.. no meaning though.

Gems!!! sound pole

2005-05-18T08:53:00.000+08:00

yesterday mi just apply for my gems. Mi taking discovering music next sem. Dunno fun a not. Some friend say easy, some say diffcult. But mi apply liao. So cannot change liao le lar. Hope it will be fun lor. Mi dont wan take others is becos like not as useful and easy as discovering music. Hope i am rite lor.

MI de sound pole dorp yesterday. Haiz. MI nv have high hope on my cello. But must get it repair though. Kinda get scolding from my teacher cos mi nv consult her then go buy cell. -_-lll Haha. Ppl learn from mistakes de ma. Rite? So mi have to learn lor. Next time consult expert lor.

To day mi got cello lesson dunno how to face her. Must practise hard hard. Dont get scolding from her. Haha. Mi go practise piano liao le.

nothing to do

2005-05-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

Hey yo mi long time no blog le. so mi now write something crappy. Haha. Nothing much has happen except that mi when to industry chemical. The one which i opted for. So happy! But hor mi only have prima and cherly acc mi go same course. Linnet, georgina and jean apply for food, different form mi. next year different class liao. Haiz. But we will be staying in contact de. Rite? Haha hope so lor. Mi still very busy. Luckily mi nv perform today. Phew cos mi one friend nv cum for lesson today. Hahaha. Mi de piano mini concert is on 12 june. scared nei. Later play very badly very pai sey one lay. My ensemble concert is at 23 june ba. Many concert hor. Tats y mi so busy. Must practise hard hard for mi cello. Mi finally got my cello in tune. But dunno if my cello is naughty a not. Mi de cello very easilt to get of of tune one. So funny. Haha.
Oh ya tat time mi go batam. Nothing much to say. Have some fun but down with rashes after mi come back. Dunno if i got the germs there then carried back to Singapore. Haha. Nvm lar. As long as can recover can le lor.
Mi next time then write. Hands very pain now. type too many words liao. :)

RESULTS!!!!

2005-05-06T21:42:00.000+08:00

Mi just got my resluts yesterday. Happy and sad at the same time. Mi got 4 As 2B+ and 1 C+. Not bad le lar. GPA is 3.682 got improvement. Cumulative is 3.652. But sad thing is mi no DIST. :'( My friends got dist lay. Mi dont have. Next sem mi must try harder. Cannot slack liao le.

Few days a go mi found a website downloading song paino songs but the soung of the piano too sharp. Not nice. Mi wan V. horowitz but his recordings must buy CD one. Singapore dont have. Mi yesterday dreamt of buying Horowitz dics. Haha. But if download live recording must pay. sad lay. Nvm lar. Jiang Jiu lor. Haha. But one day can only download 5 songs. Mi created 2 acc just for that. Mi creating 3 one liao. but need verify letter. Wait lor. Muhahahaha. Singaporean live style. Kiasiu!!!! Haha. :)

Mi getteing more and more into classical music. Am i weird??? hope not wor. Lets start F-ing and P-ing to make some music ma. (got story one the F-ing and P-ing mi lazy to type).

PS.Wa liao the hungrian dunno wat shit is very nice. Haha!._.lll

2005-05-04T10:24:00.000+08:00

Today is mi de one and only kor kor birthday! Haha... Now mi nothig to do so write something to past time.... Later then play piano. Mi just download one theme for my com. so niCE!!!! its piano crystals. The piano is so cool!!! my dream piano. Haiz no money buy....:'( Nvm lar. Can see enough le. :p yesterday din go ensemble cos not enough cello. Sian. Thurs must bring or else mi cannot overcome my phobia. Haha.... To molo take results liao. Scarry. To molo mi take results then blog. Tats all folks!!!

Ps lin jun jie mu nai yi nice!!!

Swimming

2005-05-01T20:40:00.000+08:00

After 5 years din swim mi finally go swimming yesterday, 30 arpil. Haha. A very memorial day for mi. Ahah. Wah very tiring. muscle cram now. Sian. -_-lll cos mi no google. Have to keep my head up. Really cannot swim wothout google. Dint i mention tat i cut hair? Think mi nv. Haha that stupid person go cut my hair like sai! To thin le lar. Now is either wear cap ir put hair band. Mi nv use wax on my hair, now without choice must put. sian..... haha. Today sleep for about 13 hours! HAha 10 at night and 3 in the afternoon. Haha. The worst part in i had a buffet because of mother day celebration. Must have gain back the weight i lost yesterday. Hahaha. nvm lar. To molo go exercise again lar. >.< Tat's all folks!

PS 4 more days till results released!

Ensemble!!!

2005-04-29T11:37:00.000+08:00

Hey yo! Mi yestersay just went for my first ensemle practise. Waoh so cool!!! every body there very pro. Mi like nobody. Haha. Must work hard wor. But very tired cos until 9 plus. Reach home about10. -_-lll Noe some senior there. So busy these few weeks. Mi de schedule so busy. Haiz a bit sad lar but i do wat i like so is kinda fun. Haha. Must practise hard for my piano and cello. Mi found some1 teach mi violin. so exciting. Have to stop le. Cooking my lunch now. HAHA!!!

Holidays!!!

2005-04-20T12:24:00.000+08:00

YAhoo!!!! Mi finish my exams liao. SO damn happy.... Hope my results have some improvement compared to my last sem. Hee hee. My hols are like no hols, so busy. MY cca occupy almost my wohle week liao. No time for job. Haiz mi need $$$$ badly. Cannot go shopping. -_-lll. But at least mi got some tome with my cello and piano. (MI also wan to learn violin too. ) so tats all floks. Next time then blog. Haha

Valentine day....

2005-02-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

HAiz.... Valentine's day, alone at home. POor thing hor. No body wan to spend with mi lay. :'( Haha but nvm de lar. Alone then alone lor. Big deal. I still got friends ma.
BUt one sad thing isi tat my grand ma pass away. i dunno lor. Feel so confused. LIKe sad and happy. MY grand ma has tang niao bing de. She is very xin ku. See her suffer like very helpless. Dunno can do wat to help her. Haiz. Although i not very close to her but still very sad as she is still my grand ma.... haiz.... hope that she will go heaven and be happy....

HOlidays.......... ")

2005-02-06T20:15:00.001+08:00

YAhoo!!!!! HOliday le.... YAY... But one sad thing is tat my holiday=nil. sad hor? Cos i got too many reports le... A bit sad lar. And also chinese new year coming le so the school eat mi 2 and a half day holiday.... Sian >.<
WAt to do... try to make the best out of it lor.... MY school got open house on wed, thurs, and fri. I go take GOODY BAG!!!! omg so the wat lay.... HAha. One of them ask mi if i wan Singpaore poly student... I say NO!! hahaha. -_-lll.
Also on fri i draw a "mummy return" dvd lay. Cos i go borrow book the the library got the dunno wat colurs thing, got lucky draw... HAha then i got lor... Kinda lucky lar.(although i seen already or haven i?) HAha....
Any way.... Hope i will have a good holiday
Cheers

Chinese new year!!!!

2005-02-03T12:11:00.000+08:00

MI long time din blog.... These few days very busy with assignment and all these stuff.... So sian.... But heng i did my shopping a few weeks ago.... Haiz din have time to write.... Left a few hours to my test after my test i am free.... cos next week hols liao!!!! Hoooray!!!! but hor stupid teacher, after hols got test liao... Reports haven touch yet.... Haiz nothing to say liao... Later then write.

:(

sushi

2005-01-14T14:41:00.000+08:00

Yesterday mi and friends go eat sushi buffet..... First time i eat wasabei... OMG i dont like it... SO..... EEEEKKKKKK!!!!! Haha. We played a game, a number game. We cannot say the number that the person is thinking... The clever mi guess the number correctly...So ta da!!!! i have to eat the rice full of wasabei... I almost vomitted... i cry lar (pai sey, so big still cry). Cos its too disgusting le....
We take pic and vedio... Kinda fun.... hope we can go there again....

P.S. I dont like chawamushi and no washabei for mi please.....

HEy

2005-01-13T11:40:00.000+08:00

Hey mi today created the blog... So happy... But i think i wont use the blog so often... cos very ma fan le... I create this for the sake of creating.... Hahaa....